YOU GET IT, OR YOU DON’T… HARAM

HAVE YOU EVER WOKEN FROM A DREAM AND FELT NOTHING BUT THE UTTER URGE OF INSANITY AND SELF HATRED? PLUS UDDER CONFUSION TOWARDS LIFE ITSELF.HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DREAM THAT YOU KNOW DEEP DOWN IN YOUR MOTHER FUCKING HEART THAT WILL WITHOUT A DOUBT HAPPEN? CAUSE, FUCK, I HAVE. ENOUGH WITH THIS BULLSHIT CAT BLOGGING, SUICIDE WRITING, RUBBISH POSTING TUMBLR IDIOTS. GET REAL. YES, WE ALL AT TIMES RE-BLOG. BUT, COME ON FUCKERS BE A SHEPHERD, NOT A SHEEP. THE PAST IS THE PAST, YOURE REALITY IS WHATS NOW. LIVE YOURE GOD DAMN LIFE, AND STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING. >>> TO ALL OF YOU WHO COMPLAIN, FUCKING SPARE ME. HARAM (LOOK IT UP RETARDS) ITS ARABIC. NO ONE KNOWS LIFE UNTIL YOUVE SEEN NONE. OR AT LEAST THE WORST OF ACTUAL LIFE. IM NOT TALKING, BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND PROBLEMS, SCHOOL STRESS, PARENTS NAGGING, NOT FINDING ” THE RIGHT OUTFIT” GOD FORBID, GRADES,YOUR BOY/GIRL FRIEND BEING JELOUS, A DUMB MOMENT YOU REGRET, WASTING PRECIOUS TIME ON SOMETHING WORTHLESS AND NOT WORTH WHILE- BUT, GUESS WHAT? NO TAKING ANYTHING BACK. TAKE A DEEP FUCKING BREATH. GO FOR A WALK ALONE, WATCH THE SUNRISE, WATCH THE SUNSET, AND JUST STOP BEING SO GOD DAMN SELF CENTERED. REALIZE WHAT YOU HAVE. YOU THINK LIFE IS SO ROUGH, AND THINK “WHY ME?” YOU WANT AN ANSWER; ITS LIFE. TAKE A STEP BACK AND REALIZE HOW FUCKING LUCKY YOU ARE TO BE LIVING, TO BE READING, WALKING, EXPERIENCING. LIFE IS MADE OUT OF TEENY TINY LITTLE MOMENTS, IF MOST OF THOSE MOMENTS ARE GOOD, YOURE DOING ALRIGHT. IM SURE A LOT OF YOU CANNOT RELATE DUE TO YOUR LACK OF KNOWLEDGE. TRUST ME, I AM NO SAINT, I AM NO PREACHER. HELL, I AM WHO I AM, AND WAS FORTUNATE TO MEET 1 PERSON WHO CHANGED MY ENTIRE OUTLOOK ON LIFE. THIS PERSON IS FROM A THIRD WORLD COUNTRY AND I WAS FORTUNATE TO SPEND 6 MONTHS WITH THIS ANGEL/7AYETE (R.A) WHO COMPLETELY CHANGED MY LIFE, MY THOUGHT PROCESS, THE WAY I SPEAK AND TREAT PEOPLE,AND THE WAY I LOOK AT THIS WORLD. I LIVE IN THE U.S AND THIS PERSON DOES NOT. STILL, ONEDAY HE NEVER WAS NEGATIVE. EVEN IN THE WORST SITUATIONS. THE ONES HE COULD NOT EVEN TELL ME FOR HIS SAFETY AND MINE. YET, EVERYDAY WE WOULD HAVE OUR COFFEE AND ABOUT 5-7 CIGGS TOGETHER, PURELY ENJOYING EACH OTHERS COMPANY. HE TAUGHT ME TRUE LIFE, WHETHER I WANTED TO KNOW IT OR NOT. BUT MAINLY OPENED MY EYES TO THESE PATHETIC SAD AMERICANS WHO THINK LIFE IS SO AWFUL AND SAD, HARAM BITCHES, HARAM.. OPEN YOURE FUCKING EYES. LIFE WILL BE JUST FINE. HHAHAHAA. AND IF NOT, ALL YOU SHEEP HAVE 2012 TO LOOK FORWARD TO SAYS THE MAYANS. ANYWAY. STOP STRESSING THE LITTLE SHIT IN LIFE WHEN THERE ARE MUCH MUCH MUCH LARGER THINGS HAPPENING. MAYBE NOT IN YOUR WORLD, BUT YES IN THIS WORLD AS A WHOLE. WHICH MAYBE YOURE NOT AWARE OF, BECAUSE YOU MAY THINK YOU LITTLE WORLD ONLY EXISTS. I WISH THE BEST OF LOOK TO WHOM TO KEEP THEIR MINDS CLOSED, ALL I ASK IS LOOK BEYOND. +++++++ D. DONATONI